Thursday, July 01, 2004

The Problem with Power

I thought directing a non-profit was what I wanted. The reason I went back to school for the masters was so I wouldn’t have to be at the bottom any more. I believed all that---for about a month. Now I don’t know what the hell I have gotten myself into.

I know I don’t have much of a life anymore. Before I didn’t go out much because I was studying. Now I am just dealing with the job. I keep thinking it is going to get better, but as soon as one issue is dealt with, another comes up. I am now at the point where I don’t want to make plans with people ‘cause I just end up breaking them.

I don’t know if this is because of my management style or because the organization just opened in June and is bound to have growing pains. I am going with the latter for now.

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